毕业

今天是和我最要好的两位学长和学姐的毕业典礼，而对他们来说，这是他们的大日子，也是我们最期待的一个日子，因为不知不觉，再过多两年，我就会和他们一样，穿着这些毕业袍，带着四方帽，然后手上握着期待了四年的毕业文凭。

想想看，其实自己看着别人能够这样子，自己也有点担心，因为自己的学业并不是那么的好，只不过是半斤八两，可以说得上是幸运，才能上到了大学。在小学和中学，也许还可以打混，但是在大学，我却不可以有这种想法，因为自己已经不是当年的那个小孩子，凡是以玩乐为优先。

今天的毕业典礼，看到了两位学长和学姐的成就，感到了十分高兴。由于没有足够的时间，我无法好好的陪陪着两位聊天，但是却来得及拍了几张照片来留作纪念。在这里，我要向你们两位说声谢谢，谢谢你们你关心和照顾，以及劝告。在这里，我并没有什么好的礼物给你们，只好祝福你们，希望你们都能够好好的过，等下次有机会，我们在见面吧^^

还剩下两年，就会轮到我了。我一定要撑下去！！！我能的^^

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Middle of the night sometime can cause people insomnia, especially when you feel extremely exhausted but the sleep worm don't wan to visit you. In this situation, it will lead me to think more and more and more....until my brain overload and totally bust me into hibernate mode until the second day.

Most of the time I can't sleep early, except when I totally out of energy or engine overheat. If not, I will makes myself busy until the midnight even I am free. The reason I did that because if I lie on my bed earlier, it won't make me fall asleep in short time, but it may takes hour to make me totally hibernate on my bed and make myself into the dream land.....in this period, I will think a lot of funny stuff, or sometimes I will seriously think about my future.

In this semester, many thing change in my life. Don't have to mention that, but I think most you will know that. Is a cause of fate or what, I don't care. What I really care here is how long my body can accept this stress. Stress kills, no doubt! Especially to those who only will shut themselves in their own world and don't give a damn to the world behind the wall with a reason: fear of injure......

I'm not a superman, even if I am, I also have my weakness. I can't makes myself perfect like you all think you are, of course, not all, but some of you. What I trying to do here is doing the thing that I can do and try to break out the limit on me. Is a way evolve myself into a new me. I will try my best to look over the perfection behind the imperfection because is a way to success in life.

周末~

上个周末，也许是我最忙的一个周末，但是也是最高兴的。原因很简单，因为太多的功课突然间出现，还有学校的活动让我非常地忙；而高兴的是，我从前的同事来这里旅行，而这一位朋友，无论我多忙都好，我一定要抽出时间来给他，因为他是我在那间公司里第一个自动和我说话的朋友。

从上个星期五开始，就开始忙得不可开交，因为想要快点的将手头上的东西做完。忙到差不多连吃饭和睡觉的时间都牺牲掉。一直到了周六下午，我才完成了手头上80%的功课。周六晚上，遇到了我那一位好友，见到他的一杀那，真的很高兴，仿佛就像是回到了那一年在一起工作时，一齐疯狂的日子。

把时间拉到了昨天，陪着ANDY（那一位朋友的名字）和他的朋友们到了Mid Valley Megamall去逛逛。在那里，认识到了几位很不错的人，一直打打闹闹的，也见识到了他们的热情，更开始后悔为什么当初没有这个机会去参加国民服务计划。一直到了晚上只剩下我们五个人，到了时代广场吃了晚餐，才解散了昨天的行程^^

虽然解散，并不代表结束，为了把握当下的时间，我们在回到了酒店之后，就整装待发，出发到了KLCC一带逛逛，在这里，我要向ANDY说声对不起，因为这样欺负你，希望你能够原谅我T.T

今天早上，我又再次的回到这里，一个让我觉得很不习惯的地方。虽然只是短短的相聚，但是却能让我感受到家乡的那种热情，也让的压力减少了一大半。希望回古晋时我们能再次见面!!!谢谢你，老大~(^^)

Know myself

One thing I think funny about myself is that I never try to know myself. Why I said so? Is easy, because I never know why emotion can't be control. Or if explain in another way, I should said that I don't have any idea about what am I thinking now, and why I sad, and what I sad for? Just like when you won a basketball match, and you don't know what is your position in the match, and didn't do anything for your team, but the called you as a most valuable player of the match.

The statement above might lead you to another stage of confusion. If that situation appear, don't blame yourself because can't understand what I wrote, because is very hard for me to understand what I wrote above too. Maybe just like what I said just now, is hard to understand ourselves compare to understand other person. Maybe in the reality, we always put the mask on our face to avoid others look through our heart and avoid ourselves from hurting by others person.

Tonight, I have no idea what I upset for, what I disappoint for, and what I care for. A girl who close to me have ask me why I sad, is it I'm feeling lonely? Maybe......but I don't know......I try to makes myself honest to some of you, especially to those I have promise to, but the point is, I don't know what should I honest to you all while I don't even understand myself now.

I love to sing, especially when I try to runaway from the feeling that could push me to the edge of sadness, moody or some negative emotion. Thanks to my friend for his guitar and play music for me, I have a chance to sing out loud and discard my the dark side of me.

Is really hard to know myself.