unexpected

Maybe recently I just too lazy to update my blog instead following others, sorry to say because is true. But what motivate me tonight is not because I not satisfy with any works or people, but I just too sad because someone just passed away yesterday.....

Grandpa, even thought you are not my biological or and bloodline relative, but the way you treat us is just like we are your grandchildren. Maybe is just because you treat everyone the same way you did. But for me, I never feel that because you really just like my grandpa. When I received sis called with the crying noise, I thought she might quarrel with Haris or something happen between them. But when she told me that you are gone, I was shocked. Just like it happened to my aunt before.

I never expect that it will be so soon or what. Plus I just visited you last week. I still promise you that I will go back and visit you again next time. But in the end, is just a week after that and I going to visit you, and send you a last trip to paradise. I still remember last two times when I visited you, you still ask me why don't want to overnight there. But is just a busy trip for me and Ying because we always made Kulai as the last stop. Sorry, I still though that you will go to my hometown next year because sis already plan that. But, is just I don't have a chance to treat you kind anymore.

Grandpa, don't worry about others. They all already grew up. They will know how to get through the hardest moment of their life, which is losing you. Trust them, you know them more than I do, they really love you. Just bless them in the paradise.

And sorry, grandpa..... I have no more chance to chat with you again.... wish you could get a nice family like them in afterlife..... you are the best grandpa. We all love you.....