选择；错过

选择，是在各式各样的东西里，选下最能够满足自己的一样。而错过，是在你选择之后，所被遗留的选择。这些理论，其实在经济学里，我们都学习过；也在实际生活里，面临过这些问题。

四年前，我选择了教育这一条路，也放弃了无数的选择。但四年后的我，又再次面临各式各样的选择。无奈的是，世界其实不会在原地停留，而是不断个改变，导致我当年所选择的决定，在现在得到了考验。

错过的决定，并不是个遗憾。而让我遗憾的，是我自己在当初选择时，并没有把所有的因素给放进去，做个仔细的分析。也许是因为自己太冲动，又或者是当初没有什么大志，让现在的自己再次回到这个十字路口。

旧地重游，并不是一件坏事。现在，让我再次重新整理一下自己，也让我再次做出更仔细的分析，为自己的将来做出更好的打算。

错过，并不只是带来遗憾，而是让你可以做出更多的选择，你是不是也这样觉得呢？

Family Trip and Convocation day~~

Just a small talk. Last month wasn't a good month for me, especially a lot of issue occured during the end of the month. But nothing last for so long unless you try to lock yourself inside a cage. That is what I did for few days. After a few days, I released myself from that cage and give myself a huge holiday~but actually this thing already planed during few months ago, but it just arrive in a good timing.

My holidays for my convocation include my parents. Seriously, I never bring my parent out with me before. So, I set a target in my mind, must unless bring them once for some memorable trip, and this is it! My convocation + holiday vacation, nothing better than this combination. So I decide to bring them to the place their like. But kinda shame, I just manage to bring them to Melaka, and this is where I am. The Jiong Guest House......a local guesthouse own by local resident. This guest house actually have another branch named Sayang-Sayang which is the place I stayed before.

Melaka is a historical town before this place is full with a lot of historical building such as St Francis Xavier Church, Old Town. and lots more. But what really attract me, is the story of this place. In Malaysia, Melaka is the only place that ever conquered by three different country from Europe which is France, Holland, and British. And I prefer this kind of place more than urban area which fulfill with a lots of cars!!!!

In Melaka, I manage to bring my parent for a small walk. Even they are so tired for this kind of walk, but I can feel that they are enjoying this kind of vacation. Maybe for them, this is the day the hope they could enjoy nowadays, but they still haven't enjoy it yet. Mum, Dad, I promise you, one day, I will bring you all out again. For sure. And Melaka is just a beginning. I love you all.

Next week, it will be my convocation day, and this is the thing I could my you all proud. Thanks for your supported in these four years. Maybe in this coming two years, you might need to work again, but if I manage to finish my Master, I will let you all enjoy and proud for what I got. Thanks mom and dad.

p/s: The Jiong Guest House is a nice place^^

技安和阿福

这个世界，难免会有些人，常常要别人听他们的话。就算做错了某些事，还要装的理直气壮的说：我有错吗？除此之外，当他们做错事时，却还要拖一些比较乖或是无辜的人下水，让他们觉得人多的一方，就是对的。嗯，很好~这样子，你觉得你和哆啦a梦里的技安或阿福有什么两样呢？

有时候，你也许是对的。但，只是有时候。你觉得说我说的话不是你爱听的，那你有全选择不去接受。但是，怂恿别人去跟着你的决定，你觉得这样子会让你好过一点吗？你今天可以不用为你自己的错误做出道歉，我也没有逼你说对不起，但这并不代表你是对的。如果你觉得这样说话来伤害我是对我的报复，那我只能告诉你，你真的很幼稚。读了这么多年的书，连什么叫做认错的不会，那么还要读什么书呢？

对你，我觉得问心无愧。如果你觉得我对你造成很大的困扰，那就不要出现在我面前，或者是不要让我出现在你的面前。简单吗？你的家庭背景造就出你所谓的性格，对我来说一点都无关重要，因为你的行为，是自己的固执，不是你家人给你的。

你选择了我的课，是你自己的选择，并不是我强迫你。而我就有责任去做出我该做的事，那就是教导你。如果你觉得上历史课是一堂很闷的课，你可以选择离开。但别怂恿我其他的学生。因为她们不像你，至少她们懂得为自己的错而像人说对不起。而你，就像技安或阿福一样想当一个孩子王，永远不肯去承认自己的错。

今天我选择骂你，不是因为针对，而是因为你是我的学生。至于你肯不肯改变你那种性格，是你的选择。如果我真的不说，那你就不需要来我的课了。不用浪费我的时间，和你父母亲的金钱。

痛不欲生的一个星期

这个星期过的不是很好，除了有临时的行程去吉隆坡，还要在回来之后大病一场，老实说，真的真的真的是很痛苦。唉~

生病，是我最难过的经验，不管那一次，都一样，因为没有人喜欢生病的感觉。我想到现在的我，还是没痊愈，还有些伤风和咳嗽。

最可悲的事，那就是值得庆祝的日子，我却必须呆在家里修养，这算是。。。。。。

唉~~~

这不是愚人节的故事，而是真人真事。