毕业

2012年5月7日（晴），我毕业了。

穿上毕业袍的我，

并没有什么样的感想。

心中想起的，

只不过是那遥远的未来。

接下来的我，

会选择什么样的道路，

还是个未知数。

恩师、朋友都建议我去升学。

而家人也不反对。

拿了这一张学士文凭，

我并不开心。

简单的说，

也许是因为觉得靠这一张文凭，

并不能带给我多大的希望。

就算多感叹，

就算多忧伤，

就算多开心，

就算没感觉，

路，

还是一样要走。

学士学位，

苏丹依德理斯教育大学，

只不过是路过的休息站。

而接下来，

我将会路过什么站，

还是未知数。

唯一可以做的，

不只是祈祷，

还要努力。

朋友们，

珍重再见，

希望在未来的日子里，

我们都还能够再次见面。

一起约定在未来。

谢谢你们。

也恭喜自己可以熬过这些年。

选择；错过

选择，是在各式各样的东西里，选下最能够满足自己的一样。而错过，是在你选择之后，所被遗留的选择。这些理论，其实在经济学里，我们都学习过；也在实际生活里，面临过这些问题。

四年前，我选择了教育这一条路，也放弃了无数的选择。但四年后的我，又再次面临各式各样的选择。无奈的是，世界其实不会在原地停留，而是不断个改变，导致我当年所选择的决定，在现在得到了考验。

错过的决定，并不是个遗憾。而让我遗憾的，是我自己在当初选择时，并没有把所有的因素给放进去，做个仔细的分析。也许是因为自己太冲动，又或者是当初没有什么大志，让现在的自己再次回到这个十字路口。

旧地重游，并不是一件坏事。现在，让我再次重新整理一下自己，也让我再次做出更仔细的分析，为自己的将来做出更好的打算。

错过，并不只是带来遗憾，而是让你可以做出更多的选择，你是不是也这样觉得呢？

Family Trip and Convocation day~~

Just a small talk. Last month wasn't a good month for me, especially a lot of issue occured during the end of the month. But nothing last for so long unless you try to lock yourself inside a cage. That is what I did for few days. After a few days, I released myself from that cage and give myself a huge holiday~but actually this thing already planed during few months ago, but it just arrive in a good timing.

My holidays for my convocation include my parents. Seriously, I never bring my parent out with me before. So, I set a target in my mind, must unless bring them once for some memorable trip, and this is it! My convocation + holiday vacation, nothing better than this combination. So I decide to bring them to the place their like. But kinda shame, I just manage to bring them to Melaka, and this is where I am. The Jiong Guest House......a local guesthouse own by local resident. This guest house actually have another branch named Sayang-Sayang which is the place I stayed before.

Melaka is a historical town before this place is full with a lot of historical building such as St Francis Xavier Church, Old Town. and lots more. But what really attract me, is the story of this place. In Malaysia, Melaka is the only place that ever conquered by three different country from Europe which is France, Holland, and British. And I prefer this kind of place more than urban area which fulfill with a lots of cars!!!!

In Melaka, I manage to bring my parent for a small walk. Even they are so tired for this kind of walk, but I can feel that they are enjoying this kind of vacation. Maybe for them, this is the day the hope they could enjoy nowadays, but they still haven't enjoy it yet. Mum, Dad, I promise you, one day, I will bring you all out again. For sure. And Melaka is just a beginning. I love you all.

Next week, it will be my convocation day, and this is the thing I could my you all proud. Thanks for your supported in these four years. Maybe in this coming two years, you might need to work again, but if I manage to finish my Master, I will let you all enjoy and proud for what I got. Thanks mom and dad.

p/s: The Jiong Guest House is a nice place^^