少爷命

记得在家（古晋）的时候，家里的王太后每一次都会叫我“少爷”，是不是因为我真的是少爷呢？如果依照情况看来，我的确是一个少爷。原因很简单，因为我是独生子，而大部份的人认为身为独生子，就是少爷。

少爷的待遇，我想大概就是那种只会伸手要钱、每次说没钱（某些人）、不用去为了生活工作（只是去玩玩和认识女生）、也不用干苦活的人吧。哈哈哈～～～而这些，我都没有。老实说，虽然我是少爷，但也只是名义上的少爷。我的家不是很富有，父母亲的收入也只不过是刚刚好过日子罢了，所以我从Form 1开始就开始在假期的时候去打工（那时的日薪只有rm5）。

想想看，这样的生活方式，一点都不适合我这个少爷。如果说我没怨言，那是假的。但我却不敢多说一句，父母亲为了生活打拼已经够苦了，再加上家里人给的教育方式，所以在我渐渐懂事时，我就不敢去要求那么多了，也懂得知足常乐这个道理。

为什么我今天回想写这篇文章的？昨晚，我在这里（大学）的家，有了这个灵感。我记得在我搬进这间屋子的时候，我曾经交代过人打扫那个地方，因为其它地方我都和另外几位打扫干净了。但，那两位却没这么做，到头来还是我来打扫，还要给我脸色看。而昨晚，我再次去打扫那些地方。这一次只有一个人帮忙。其他的呢？约会的约会，喝茶的喝茶，到最后还是我们这些“少爷”去做这些东西。

家里这些东西，其实你们都有份用的，但却我不明白为什么你们要这样子。一个差不多每个星期回家，来到这里就弄肮脏东西。另一个就拍拖，讲到几句就给我脸色看。其他的，告诉了什么时候，咻～～～不见人影。

命苦的少爷，我想在这里只有我罢了～～～

>.<

When Steven Met Michael.......

What is the effect when Steven meet Michael? Is it like the story "How I met You Mother"? Obviously, is not that dramatic as what you usual watch in television show. When these two guys stick together, they publish a book and named it as "International Economic". You're right, is the book that I show above. Some more they still edited it until 8th edition.

For me, actually I don't really give a damn to these two guys for what did. Seriously, I also have a dream to publish a book like they did, but I haven't succeed yet, so I just can sit here and read more and more. But, this book cause my nerve getting strain because I have to read this book in a special situation, I think I can call it as "forcefully"........

Well, when thing come forcefully, I will hate them. Like study, I can't force myself to study something because is hard for me to absorb. But now I have to do like this and absorb it as much as I can. The reason? Very obvious, I need to pass this paper. If not....... I think I no need to explain that much.

Steven and Michael, I'm not blaming you here with the words and text that I couldn't understand it. But please use the simple and summarize all the things you want us to know in the coming edition, because in Malaysia, not everyone can understand your English as well. Because of you two, I need to switch on my laptop that always attract me from my study mood. What for? For using Google Translator!!!

Ya, I'm not BLAMING you here.....erm, I think I am blaming you here. I'm sorry, dude.

Okay, this is the story when a student like me didn't manage his or her time wisely and blaming the author for publish the book in this world. Well, you two are quite smart, sorry about what I write just now. I will kick.....opps, sorry. I will kindly show my respect to two of you because of publish such book for us to learn.

Thank you, Steven and Michael.

Solo

When we have to or force to do something solo, means that we are probably alone here. Why? Okay, the phenomena like this could cause by several reasons. Example: When you become the only bad guy and others are kind enough for others, so no one will ask or talk to you unless....ya, still got an unless behind......unless you still got value for them. Cheer up, guys, this is reality, not the fairy tales that you always dream for when you were a kids.

Solo doesn't lonely. Sometimes people will enjoying this kind if life. Me? For sure, I will enjoy it for sometimes......not all the time. You know why? Because when you try to live in this life about many decades, you will realize that the life you been through is just a story without an interesting plot. And everyday you need to face the people with mask, insincere, fake, and many more.

Well, things are not getting that bad until you meet someone sincere to you. I do meet few, but not more than 5. People that I could tell my feeling, share my sadness, proud for my succeed, and also give me a positive advice. I'm glad I meet them before I having a serious autism and depression. So, actually when you think that you are alone, in fact, you are not. Just you don't want to accept them.

Getting hurt by others is just a process for you to be tough in your life. If you just think to revenge or vengeance, it just mean that you are not mature enough. So just look it through, just like my mum always told me, if you angry to someone when they do something bad to you, you just fall into the trap of anger and depression. Well, I can't say that I always listen to my mum's words and apply this theory all the time, but at least I got try it.

Solo doesn't mean alone. It just a verb that bring you this meaning. But when you apply this word in your life, you can see a lot of difference....

大选

如果你问我最近砂捞越正在吹什么风，我会告诉你不是台风、龙卷风或季候风。而是大选风。对，砂捞越现在正在大选，而刚才开票结束后，可以很肯定的是古晋的华人区大部分都被反对党给拿下了。而最恐怖的是，拿督陈康南也被拉下马，我想这是最令人意想不到的事。

我不喜欢政治。无论谁是谁非，人民永远都是受害者。如果你问我支持哪一方，那我就告诉你我只支持我自己。对我来说，没有一个政治人员是真心的为人民服务。就算有，也只不过占了一小部分。而我也因为某些因缘，而让我答应我自己不会投身于政治界。

大选过了，那么人民到底会不会改变呢？我不知道。但我知道的事，接下来的日子，应该会开始刮大风吧。拭目以待吧，砂劳越！

缘分

有人说：缘分就像是一本书。翻得太快就错过的多，而翻得太慢则会让自己太投入而落泪。

不知道你是属于哪一种呢？

有的人会是前者，而有的人会是后者。而偏偏有些人，却两种都有。或许这种人，才是真正的看重爱情吧。

我身边有一位朋友，因为自己在之前放开了一段缘分，而导致自己现在不断的哭泣、难过、悲伤等。虽然不是很要好，但我却在她的身上看到从前的自己。看到了哪一个还在傻傻相信自己的付出会换来回报的自己。到最后，不断的另自己流泪，还把自己困在一个名为过去的笼子里。

也许你真的觉得他会回头，但我却觉得这是一件不可能的事。如果一定要有人背负这件悲剧的罪人，或许我会觉得全部人都有错吧。男的永远不会懂得去体谅，女的太过冲动，而那些女人却没有替别人想。这些都是你们的错误。

等待，并不是件坏事。但这样的等待，对你来说或许是很值得吧。但我却觉得这样会令你更加的受伤。不是因为我对他们有偏见，也不是因为我觉得你笨，是因为我尝试过这种过程，也知道这样子真的会另自己很受伤。所以我不愿让我的朋友也一样受这种伤害。

当你觉得需要某些人来聆听你的心声，我们会在这里。虽然我不是很会说话，但我可以当你的出气筒。不需要感到不好意思，因为朋友就是在你最需要的时候对你伸出援手。对别人或许我会想一想，但是对你我却会真心的帮助你，因为你是我的助手，也是我的朋友，也和我一样经历过一些不如意的事。所以我一定尽我所能去帮助你。

加油吧～